I had this great dream last night. Anyway, it was a great dream while I was having it. Upon further reflection, it's more than a little disturbing.
I was delivering all the one-liners I had saved up to all the people who needed to hear them. In practice, this meant a girl I had a crush on in high school. In real life, I haven't seen her in 25 years or so, though I've seen on Facebook (though even that was a while ago) that she is happily married with a child. And even in fantasy life, I've been well over her since high school. My brain just wanted somebody safe for me to dream about, I guess.
No, the aspect that is disturbing is something I posted about before: that I sometimes seem, even to me, less of a person than a joke machine. I guess that's OK, but it's somewhat dispiriting to find my subconscious mind endorsing the idea. Unless of course it's warning me off from the idea. Yeah, that's the ticket!
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